Archive for March, 2009

My Cruise

Monday, March 30th, 2009

My 8th graders are taking their math TAKS test next week. Gross. Yucky. I can’t wait till this is over and I’m on a cruise. I’ve never wanted to go on a cruise, it seems like a lame way to travel, but I bought a car this summer and it came with a free one. And I kind of want to drop everything, pretend I don’t have this intense job, and enjoy the buffet. But until then I’m going to suck it up, keep tutoring the kids until 6 every night (well, it sort of warms my heart that they show up), and hope that all the silly songs I’ve taught the kids about converting from fractions to decimals and percents stick!

MISS, you’re sexy

Thursday, March 12th, 2009

A few weeks ago, my fellow CM and I decided to discuss sexual harassment and bullying with the kids. After our lecture, which I believed to be effective, R shouted out “I’m sorry girls for everything, the whole class is sexy! MISS, you’re sexy too!”

I don’t think he got it.

And this is not the only student calling me sexy (just so you know I’m in the running for the unofficial “teacher with the most cardigans” award…I made it up, but now everyone thinks it’s real because I keep talking about it). S has been trying really hard to get on my good side since his last dissapointing report card, and instead of improving his behavior or doing his homework he’s been saying “MISS, you are sexy today” (this must be a day I wear my purple pants and my great grandmother’s 60 year old cardigan…the most unsexy thing in my wardrobe). To be fair, they call everything and everyone sexy, including Abraham Lincoln. Oh yeah, and they refer to President Obama as “oooooh, my baby!”

Teaching middle school is extremely awkward. Ick.

My TAKS Rant

Thursday, March 12th, 2009

April is upon us (not to mention a week of vacation next week), and I’m ready for my TAKS rant. Please ignore any praise I gave the test before, I’m taking it back. Maybe I’m a little wound up, with the test just around the corner, but how would you feel if your administration was telling you to stop doing your job and just teach the test?

Perhaps I’ve been living under a rock, somewhere in idealist lala land, but I really thought my principal and leadership team were different than the others in the district. I thought I could finish my first year of teaching confident that I’d stuck by my guns and taught only engaging, creative, and relevant lessons all year long. Instead, I’m strongly advised (as in “send me your lesson plans so we can ensure you’re doing this”) to spend more than half of each block going over TAKS problems with the class. Basically, they want me to just show the kids test questions and make them work them out while offering up test strategies if they just don’t get it.

So besides the obvious boredom of going over TAKS questions everyday for more than an hour each period, I’m frustrated about what this test is measuring. I do believe standardized testing is useful—it helps me hold my kids to a high mastery standard and it theoretically measures what my kids know at the end of the year—I don’t think the test was created so that teachers would stop what they were doing in February and teach nothing but test strategies until April. I keep hearing “X middle school, which has the same student population as our school, was recognized for the last three years…we can do it too!” When I asked a teacher from that school what his secret for 87% passing rates he just said “I dropped everything and drilled them on TAKS for 3 months. You’ll need to do that too.”

Based on this, I feel like the test is a poor indicator of student success. They could ace the TAKS test but they have no love of learning—they fail to grasp the relevance of the material they learn, it’s just a means to an end for them. So the horrible teachers, the ones who are really good at handing out worksheets and drilling kids all day long, are praised while other teachers who bust their ass creating a great classroom environment risk loosing their job because their test results may be weaker. Can you tell I’m stressed, and angry, and ready for April to be over? Who knows, maybe my kids will blow the test out of the water, I’m just frustrated that students at my school see learning as a way to pass the TAKS, not as a means to understand the world around them.

There must be a way to measure teacher effectiveness by more than just numbers. What if you could get rid of all test prep materials so students are forced to learn how to apply everything in an open-ended way, and be so ready for the test without having to swallow it down every day. What if you could measure how students’ attitude toward learning had changed, or measure self-confidence? What if you could measure student engagement, and how their study skills and organizational skills had improved immensely? But none of that will be measured. And I’m angry. And that concludes my official TAKS rant.


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